So i cant help it anymore! I have to complain!
I am trying hard not to complain: I keep quiet, i dont cry, i dont snap, i learn to meditate, i listen to calming music instead of Elliott Smith or angry stomping music; but i have bottled up and its time to explode!
I just hate work this week. I feel like an idiot all the time, and i think my boss thinks that I am one. Things are not working (experimental-wise), and i dont know why. I just cant stand going to him and telling him again and again that things dont work. I feel STOOOOOOOOOOO-PID!